ThIs Is My LiFe.... (NoT)

I was looking arounds to look for you.
When i finally saw you i run to you.
You where waiting for me, with you arms wide open.
I was near you when i saw someone else running to you.
I stop.
I stop running.
I look at the personne who was running to you.
When the person was infront of you, you hugged her.
You kissed her.
You walked aways with her.
When i saw that, i sceam.
I scream 'why'
I scream 'i though you loved me'
You turn around, you saw me screaming and crying.
You didnt do anything.
You just left with that person call your girlfriend.
I was alone by now.
I didnt know what to do.
But then it hit me.
I took out a knife.
I put the knife near my wirst.
I put pressure.
The blade was in my skin.
I saw blood running on my arm.
I decided (spell) to do it on my other wrist too.
I put the knife near my other wrist.
I put pressure on it.
I saw agin blood running on my arm.
2 minutes later you pass beside me.
I decided to fallow you.
When i was next to you, i put out my bloody arm.
You where wearing a white shirt.
I bumps (spell) into you.
After that, you hear scream.
You look at your shirt, and you saw my blood.
You turn around, but i wasnt there anymore.
You run.
You run again.
Your running to the next street.
Then you saw me.
On the grown.
With blood all over my body.
You walk near me.
You look at my arms.
Then you freeze.
You just realise that you lost me.
You didnt know that deep inside of you, you loved me too.
But when you saw me like that, dead, you realise that you loved me too.
But now.
Its too late.
Im already dead.

*Stephanie*

Its been a long time simce i came here.
Im dead loll.
In still alive !!!!!!

So whats up with me...
Well nothing really.
I finish school last month.
And im wating new from another school, so i can work at an hospital.
I still dont have a bf.
BUT i have a crush on someone...
Anyway
Im gonna go now
See ya

*Stephanie*